Monday, November 30, 2009

hahahahaha...

Life is very interesting these days, let me just say that much.

Everything is changing, so much so that I'm afraid to predict what's coming next cause I know I'll be way off.

Two people I know are now "in a relationship" (facebook official, guys!) and for some reason, it makes me laugh. I can totally see them together but the fact that they actually are together makes me want to cry with laughter because of the...interesting couple they make. :)

But then again, a lot of people I know are currently in relationships and officially becoming couples, so I don't know why this particular one makes me laugh.

It also carries a bit of a sting because they're together and they're happy together - and I'm not. Still waiting...normally I'm happy on my own, but occasionally I'll see a couple that I think will last or that I think are unusually happy together, and I'll wish for someday to be here now. I don't want to be in a dozen or so relationships before I find the right one; I think relationships should be treasured a little more than that, but I still wish I had someone to be with. But I guess that's in God's hands...and that's the best place for it to be right now.

I'm excited to see what else this year brings. This time last year, I could never have predicted what my life is like now. It's completely different from anything I would have ever expected. And you know what? It's even better than I could have hoped for. I'm so glad God is in charge of my life because I would have messed everything up if it weren't for him guiding me.

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