Tonight it hit me that I have only two more months of the life that I know now. Then everything is going to change. All summer I'll be in countries I don't know, sometimes with people speaking languages I've never heard, seeing incredible sights and learning new things. After that, I have three weeks of shopping, packing and preparing for college. And then I'm gone. Though I'll probably be back for a weekend or two occasionally, breaks, and part of the summer, the lifestyle I live right now will never be something I'll have again. Some of my friends will be away at college. Some will be right here studying at Wake Tech, and some will still be in high school. But while I'm gone for large periods of time, their lives will change and I won't be here to see it happen, so we'll grow apart. It will happen. My siblings will grow up in different ways, and I'll just have to notice it when I'm home for a visit. And no longer will I have my parents to blame if something in my life goes wrong. No, everything rests on my shoulders.
I've been looking forward to this for years, but now that it's about to happen, I'm nervous beyond belief. Why?
Two more months till everything changes.
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