i remembered!

So I've been reading Crazy Love by Francis Chan and the one thing I really liked that he said was to put your name in the place of "love" in 1 Corinthians 13. For example, "Lauren is patient, Lauren is kind..." Just saying that makes me feel incredibly guilty because I am not, have not been even today, either patient or kind in what I've done.

And something God told me was that I want love so much but I don't even know what it is and I can't even manage to properly love others myself. So I decided that I'm going to memorize 1 Corinthians 13 and try to put it into practice in my daily life.

And something else...I decided that whatever I major in, whatever career I end up in, it will have to do with people. Something I think is that people are the most important things to invest in because they're the only things that will last forever. So I'm thinking of a major in sociology, psychology, something like that. But that's totally tentative. All I know is that God is definitely calling me to a career in investing in people.